What can I say? I’m single, no kids, no family I care to communicate with, friends are all doing their thing, and I got no pussy prospects. So what does a guy like me do on a paid day off? Chill at home, eating, sleeping, watching tv and movies…and jack off. Even if I had some steady pussy, I’d still jack off. Even when I had steady pussy, I still jacked off. When I have steady pussy again, I’ll still jack off. Get my drift? Can’t help it. I got a high sex drive and I ain’t gonna be driven crazy by the deadliest of all diseases: DSB (Deadly Semen Build-up). Fuck them lyin’ ass motherfuckers that say they don’t masturbate. If some bitch or nigger tells you that shit, they’re either full of their own bullshit or sex just ain’t that important to them. And if you’re like me, that’s the type of motherfucker you’ll never be happy with. Straight up. If I get with a bitch and she don’t like to fuck as much as I do, it just ain’t gonna work out in the long term.

What’s the number one reason people cheat? Cuz they ain’t gettin’ what they want, when they want it. Simple as that. Sex is of utmost importance to me and I’ll be the very first one to admit that I beat my meat on an almost daily basis. Sometimes more than once a day! Absolutely no shame here.

Woke up kinda early today but I did get all of my sleep in. Rather than lay in bed trying to go back to sleep (cuz it was still dark), I got online and did some porn research. I’ve been getting some hits about Milena Velba. My homeboy put me up on her a few months back cuz he’s a big titty lover. I got some pics of her in the Coolpix area I think. Pics are one thing. Video is another. I did some online and p2p searching and a lot of her vids seem to be pretty short. One dl completed and it was only about 5 minutes. Probably less. I deleted it already cuz, to me, it didn’t seem complete. But apparently it was.

It was her and some other chic named Nadine Jansen, another boobalicious babe. They were sitting on a couch (speaking whatever language they speak) and Nadine was squeezing some milk from Milena’s tits. Then Nadine left and Milena started milking her own tits. All I got to say about what I saw is WOW! Someone that looks like her with naturally big tits and that milk was just flying and flowing. Oh, how I wish I was the recipient. The vid cut off there. Good stuff but could’ve been better. She’s got a full length vid called ‘Milk!’ that I’m downloading right now so when that’s done, I’ll peep it and see what she’s really all about. Lookswise, that bitch is a real fucking trophy, unlike these suburban, bleached blonde, soccer mom, plastic surgery nightmare bitches!

I’ve seen plenty of lactation vids but most of them aren’t hardcore enough for me. Most of the time it’s just bitches squeezing and the milk is just squirting onto a mirror or in the air for the cam. Or just really lame breastfeeding. I’d rather see bitches squeeze into a glass and drink it, maybe even with some cum mixed in too. Into another bitch’s mouth who swallows and swaps it. Onto a healthy sized dick and then suck and/or fuck it. Inside of a pussy or ass and suck it out with a straw or let it flow out for some spoonfeeding. Or even better, just suck their own tits, squeeze into their own mouth, gargle, and swallow. I’m a nasty motherfucker, ain’t I? I like quality. Most porn ain’t quality or gangsta enough for me. The talent is there and ready to perform. Use them up for everything they’re worth.

Peeped out a couple Mandingo vids and a vid featuring Marta from ftvgirls.com. I check out tgp movie sites often. My prob with them is that most of them don’t tell who the performers are, what site you can get the vids from, or what dvd or scene they ripped it from. It’s a pain in the ass trying to find shit sometimes. Case in point is Agangels.net. They’ve got a lot of good fisting content. They specialize mostly in that and piss and cum. But I mainly wanna see the fisting. There’s no good crack for their sites and trying to find individual, full-length scenes haven’t produced good enough results for me. Their vids are pretty easy to spot. Just look for those black and white pillows. Wish I was them.

Not that I can’t find content. I just can’t find what I wanna see. All I want is the scene with Lola couch-fisting (above, in the pic on the right), and the scene with Bea and Iris where Bea fists herself up the ass (on the left). Doing a little digging today, I’ve discovered that the producers of that content and site have slapped it all on dvd. The company is called Shameless (how appropriate) and they have a series of dvd’s that are basically collections of scenes from their websites. This site has dvd cover pics while this one (comes up first in multiple Google searches and isn’t in english) has more detailed info, screencaps, and you can buy them. Just so happens that the scenes I want are on a couple of those dvd’s. I can download 2 of the dvd’s online but they don’t have what I want. There are no single dvdrips or scene rips yet either. So in time, I’ll get what I want. No matter what it is, you need to do your research. It pays off.

In the works for my site (the one you’re at right now) is still the free porn database. I’ve discovered a few new sites and got rid of others as they either don’t update regularly or they don’t exist anymore. I hate RapidShare links but that’s what most of them have. Still, free is free. It’ll be some time before I can post it all here. I want it to look good and be credible, ya know? Plus the exclusive video section needs some cleanup as some of the vids won’t play because the player won’t work. Plus I want to jazz up the way it looks. So there’s some things I wanna do here that just take time to do. Stay tuned.

Sitcoms are a dying breed these days but there are still some good ones left. I like ‘Til Death. Particularly the theme song. Really catchy and cheesy like some of the songs in The Brothers Solomon. Can’t find that mp3/audio file anywhere so I’m just gonna dl a show ep torrent and rip it from there. Call me a nerd ass bitch for liking and wanting it, but hey, I gotta have it.

I checked out Snoop Dogg’s Father Hood and that shit is so fake. Cat is from the hood and shit and can’t stay outta jail for carrying weed and a gun and shit and this is the shit that we get? Talkin’ ‘bout “This Ain’t the Huxtables” and shit. You know what? You’re right. And it ain’t entertaining either. I stomached the full first ep but after that, I was done. His wife was the only thing worth looking at. As much as I’m a loyal E! viewer, they sure know how to produce a lot of crap programming. Your favorite metro (or homo) Ryan Seacrest is behind most of that shit. Kid, you need to stick to your 15,000 other jobs and stop polluting E! with your shit show ideas. I’ve defended reality tv for a long time, but now it’s like a giant cesspool of bullshit. I know it’s cheap to produce and can pull in more ad bucks if ratings are solid, but some of the ideas are just retarded. And the copycat formulas are just tired. Remember Pirate Master, the Survivor copy? Unfortunately I do too. I know they aired it to capitalize on the release of Pirates of the Caribbean 3 but jeez.

Idol was the first to bring us the 3-judge system. 2 guys and a hot girl. One of the guys is mean and probably not American. The other guy is mostly neutral. The chic is hot and plays the nice one of the bunch. Goddamn near every fucking talent show after Idol uses that fuck ass formula and it’s just fucking tired to me. I’m over it and I won’t watch some shows because of it. Gimme something new and fucking original. Then you got the Laguna Beach ripoffs/spinoffs. That list is just endless. I don’t watch any of that trash. And can you believe that the media is actually making it seem like it’s a surprise that the fucking shows are scripted? Gimme a fucking break. That shit was way too obvious. You know how people really talk and act and none of that bullshit is realistic at all. Granted some of it is real, but most of it is fake, stage-directed or cued garbage.